Does anybody besides John live their lives "with the fear of life snuffed out"?
I cant help but have a scrutinizing/discerning mind. John continually offers the promise of this 'snuffing out of the fear of life' happening even if we do the looking "when it occurs to us to do so" although it seems that this was not his experience. His was to focus inward (do the looking) "like his hair was on fire". (and of course having an abundant amount of focusing time in jail).
I dont mean to be rude, I'm just frustrated, skeptical and also attracted. I'm still doing the looking despite all my scrutinizing....but have little hope of this really working for me, since I too have so called 'failed' at everything else and I doubt I could ever get that committed,( I have not been able to get very committed to things that are supposed to be good for my health too; weight loss, exercise....)
Yes I know I have the 'immediate gratification disease' and all that demandingness, I don't care, I still want to know if anyone or if anyone knows of anyone who lives their lives 'with the fear of life snuffed out",' the promise' via these instructions; "when it occurs to you to do so"?
(even though it doesn't sound like it....in much appreciation lol)